sebenarnya..i tak sedar yang i ade attitude neh. i tatau if 'BARAN" is d rite word. but kalu ikut loghat utara..yakni ayat peribahasa mak i " kamu neh suka mebai". i notice i akn jadi cmneh bila something happened the way i dun want it to be or something yg i cant be patience enuff. i salu nak benda jadi perfect je. cerewet. banyaknyer kerana tak dapat bersabar lah. for example bila i buat punyer buat tapi tak jadi-jadi. or kena isi borang itu borang ini. pastu salah isi pulak. dat kind of things. salunyer benda-benda yang remeh je.
one big problem..paling-paling buat i baran bila i salah jalan or sesat and i didnt get clear instruction or direction. who ever yang ade dat kind of experience wif me will know. eheheehehehehe. m so sorry..m trying my best to overcome it. i know its my bad. hurmmm maybe becoz of dat was one factor of losing the one i truly love. and yeahh..i still did this to her and amazingly she also still can tolerate wif me. her soft voice and gracefulness melts me away. i dunno if i can find any gal wif dat high level of patience. to bear wif me. to calm me down. to tell me its gonna be okay. for me to be better person.
* to her : i alwez feels regret wen ever i did this to u..m so sorry !!
[A notes in August]
9 years ago
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