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Why is it that when we don’t want something, it tends to follow us through life? Quite often what we resist persists..aite?! In some mysterious way..what we resist just gets stronger. The more I dun want to be lonely..the more it gets to me. The more I dun want to hope on something..it just seems actually I’m hoping more.
Everybody has feeling but it doesn’t mean we have to act on it. Handling my own feeling cause me so much pain. To stay positive..I just leave it to God. He knows d best. Whenever some disappointment or setback happen, things are constantly adjusted so that events can happen where and when they r supposed to.
Recently I was chatting wif a *frenz..at YM [ true_krenz..feel free to add ;-)] As usual..we chat on everything. My fren ni tgh ada problem sket..actually its quite a big problem n she almost dun know how to handle it anymore. Dia tak faham y God bg dia ujian seteruk ni. Sampai bila dia nk kena face all dis difficulties in her life. She want to redah jer..but she is so afraid that she will surrender. Then I asked her to be patient. Mesti ada hikmah nyer.Janganlah pk bukan-bukan ape lg buruk sangka pd Tuhan.

I’m not pious but I look it like dis. Ok..let say U want to give something to a person..but b4 dat u test him/her a bit..& he/she complaining all d way and then persoalkan y is dat n y is dis. So I want to ask..would u give that something to dis person? If it was me..I’m sure I won’t.

Dats wat i told my frenz ni..n dia pon mcm terfikir balik. Sepatutnya kita perlu bersyukur dan terima ujian serta cabaran dalam hidup ini dengan redha kerana I sangat percaya we will get d reward from God kalu kita dengan sabar menghadapinya. Ujian tuh kan diberi pd orang yg dikasihi Nya kan? Being myself is already a test from God..n I still failed !!

With that.. I rest my case

*my frenz da bg permission I blog our conversation.