A.I.D.S.

17 MEI

'HARI MEMPERINGATI AIDS SEDUNIA'

* a bit late..

Sedikit cerita nak dikongsikan bersama.

Hari AIDS selalunya bring lotsa memory to my family..

yeah we lost somebody bcoz of AIDS

August 2004..

abang sepupu i telah kembali ke rahmatullah pada usia 33 tahun.

al-Fatehah

When he came back us..

the Doctor said he only got 6 month to live

but

he managed to stay for another 2 months

its rilly heart breaking thou

seeing him in his last few month...

looking so thin n suffering

but he still gave his sweetest smile everytime we went to see him at the hospital

he was under coma for 3 weeks before he died

So..u must be wondering how he end up like that?

well..arwah was a very dear especially to my mum

bcos

she took care of him since he was born

my uncle travels a lot n he doesnt want his eldest son to have unstabile life

he want him to stay at one place and growed up in kampung wif grandparents

so..u can tell dat he dun have much bonding wif his own parents.

hafta passing wif flying colours in his Penilaian Tahun Lima

he got himself into boarding school

he had turned into bad teenager

wif all dicipline problems

and the climax was when he run away from home hafta SPM

my Uncle search all d way in KL to find him but failed

then we heard he stayed wif some tranny

yeah..

he was such a hot damn gud looking guy

he never told us how he got Aids but we can guessed

then he came back somewhere in 1998

but my Uncle become so angry wif him..

n disowned him as his child

since that he never came back

until early 2004

he came back..to our house

telling that he's going to die soon

its my dad who took him to his parents house

and pujuk my uncle

to accept him and love him

selagi dia masih ada sisa-sisa umur

ampunkan lah dia

And my uncle cud not easily accept that..

he dun said anything but he let my cousin stayed

sampailah arwah meninggal..

my Uncle never said anything to him

marah tak ape pon tak

we oso dun know what in his mind

but my cousin said that he redha..

asalkan my uncle let him stayed n take care of his medical expenses and all

its oredy enuff for him

what cud he asked for more?

isn't that a sign?

he was more than happy spend liltle of his life wif family around

at least he didnt died at streets

Hermm..

i never feel ashamed to admit dat my cousin died becoz of Aids

we try to make him feel dat love never have boundaries

no matter how sick he was

he still my own blood

and he was a nice person

sometimes i cudnt understand y he end up like that

but we cant went back to d past

This is a life experienced..

which gave so much meaning

to me

everybody make mistakes

everybody deserve to be love

appericiate what we have

never look down on Aids patients

they need lotsa support

from us

d society..coz we never know

that maybe someday

someone we dearly love

will get Aids

have mercy !!