m living as a person mainly..

not up to other people's expectations...

coz m getting tired of people tryin to mind my bussiness

As m goin to be 27th in couples of week..n d 'kawen' season' is around d corner..

yeah lotsa wedding invitations coming in for my parents..wif d fav q

" bila anak u all punyer turn?"

helloooo makcik & pakcik.

Anak kau nak kawen pegi lah kawen sana..apesal sebuk2 anak orang.

My parents just said..jodoh belom sampai lagi pon dia nk pi study..

bukan nk gatai merla cam ank hangpa*northern ppl taw how to pronounce*

ok ayat last tuh i saja tambah perasa

cuci mata jap

i just live my life d way i owez wanted to especially being a 'sengetian'

m not out n proud

ppl who know..knows lah

m not gonna neither admit it or deny it

coz

in my opinion

if i had choice..of coz i wud love to lead a life

that is approved by d society especially in dis country and have all d priviledge

but no matter how

i just cudnt be.. wat so called ' straight' sexual orientation

i still love gal a lot..yeah i do !!

the way we r created..is d way we r meant to live

doncha agree?!

a free n uninhibited expression of our unique identity and inviduallity

i owez believe being true to myself is d best policy

wen we hide our true face away..

it makes us feel unsecure, self doubt

and d maintenance of false personalities..whoaa dats rilly a burden man !!

okie..dun get me wrong

as m saying dis..it doesnt mean u have to be out n proud

i understand many of us dun rilly tell ppl we love especially parents n family who we r

they might know bout it..but denying it s well

my point is..at least be true to ourselve

is not about d sexual orientation only..

its far than that

its about being urself..n stand up for what u believe in

believe me..

d battle to be someone else can never be won

NOTHING will give u more self assurance than be ur OWN personalities

"THIS IS ME.....

AND THAT'S THE WAY I LIKE IT..."

salam matibasi..pruf klun-klun